beautiful... hot day!!!

i woke up earlier than i usually do, so i ended up going to church. I havent gone to church in so long, I feel really bad.

I didn't know what to wear to church today, so i came up with this...




i actually like this shirt!

Church wasn't bad at all, I actually enjoyed it. On my way home, I looked outside my car, and it was way too hot, yet the day looked so beautiful. I wanted to take more picture of the scenery but unfortunately, I was driving.


in front of carl's jrs. on my way home. no i didnt eat carl's jrs.



this was on my way home. its actually just outside my neighborhood.

now im home and it's way too hot outside. Ill probably go out tonight.

> > > > > > BONUS PICTURE


after i showered. i'll post the rest in a later post. stay tuned if you want to see what happens next. (haha! that sounds wierd)

> > > > > > THANKS

Thank you to my readers who have been voting for me. It's greatly appreciated. Thanks guys! It's an honor to be nominated.

Morning Glory!

I had a sexual dream this morning about my boyfriend. Maybe it's the fact that he hasnt been here for so long and I miss his touch. I thought I would share it with you guys...

Work was very tiring and I'm on my way home. The only thought in my head is how much I miss my bed. I get home and made my way up to my room. I opened the door and it was locked. I unlocked the door and the room was dim, smooth music playing silently enough so you can just hear it. A sea of candle lights illuminated the room. I take a step in, and Ollie was on the bed. He tells me to come in and sit next to him. He undresses my shirt and gave me a soft massage. My neck feels suddenly warm yet a little wet. He was kissing the most sensitive part of my neck, just behind the ears. He touches my skin with his warm hands and made his way to my chest. He teases my nipples just a little bit. He wanted me to stand up just at the foot of the bed, he stands in front of me and unbuttons my pants and left my purple boxers on. He then kisses my chest, my nipples and made his way up and down my torso.

He gently lays me down the bed. He then ties my arms and legs to each corner of the bed. He kisses me on the lips and asks, "Do you trust me?" and I said "Yes."

He took one of the candles that sat next to our bed. He takes out a scarf and blindfolds my eyes. The next thing I feel on my chest is the hot wax from the candle. It hurts, but it feels really good. He drops a little bit more of the wax while he bites my nipples. It felt so good that my dick was thrusting in my boxers. A little drop here,a little drop there.

i felt a little air in my boxers as he takes it off. By this time, my dick is as hard as its going to get. He teases it, licking the shaft to the head. His tounge made it's way to my balls. He then licks just under it and I let out a little moan. Asking him for more. He was playing with my balls while he grabs my dick with his hand. He strokes my dick, just a little bit. I then feel a wet, warm mouth around the head of my dick. His mouth was warm, making it's way up and down my dick. I tell him "Don't stop!"

He strokes my dick while his mouth wraps around the head. He strokes it really slow. I tell him that Im close and he said "I want it all in my mouth."

Right about when my body feels out of control, and my dick was ready to let all of my juice out, I woke up!

I woke up with the biggest hard on I have ever had. So what did I do? grabbed the lube, took my boxers off and lubed up my dick. It was the best jack off I have ever did.


It was really good morning. I cant wait till our first night together when he comes back.

one short day...

Yesterday, my friends,Kristin, Minji and Joe, decided to visit Disneyalnd and watch me perform in the parade. It was great having people call out my name and cheer for me. They said they liked the parade and that it suits the way I dance.

So in my parade, usually there's three chefs and two mice. Its for the movie Ratatouille. Yesterday, one of the dancers didn't show up so me and my friend had to tweak the routine a little to suit two dancers. We had to work extra hard and exaggerate out moves. For some reason, it seemed a bit easier with two dancers, than three. Also, I found my I.D. I went to work extra early, and I called my scheduling and they said they found it.

After my parade, I ended up sneaking my way in the park and hanging out with them. The first ride we went on was Space Mountain. I was kind of nervous to ride Space .Mountain because I am scared of the dark and I am a bit of a control freak, and in the ride, you don't know where you're going because it's dark. I sat next to Kristin and it turned out really fun. We kept making bird noises while we were riding on it. There's a picture of the ride, it's wierd because Kristin and I did no plan to pose the same way. Wierd coincidence huh?

After Space Mountain, we went on Buzz Lightyear. That was totally fun. I suck at aiming so I didn't score as high as Kristin. She's all being modest, saying she doens't know how to aim either and look at her score. It's so much more than mines.

After Buzz, we watched the fireworks. I love the song they had because it's a wishes theme, and my sister's debut has the wishes theme too, so I'm going to try to find that song so I can play it in her debut. Watching the fireworks was kind of boring for me, I've seen it so many times, but I think watching it with a loved one makes it more special. So at that point, when the fireworks were going, I missed my Ollie because usually, I would watch it with him.

We went on a couple of more rides, like Pirates of the Carribbean, Snow White, Haunted Mansion, then Joe's stomach stomach started hurting so we ended up going to Downtown Disney. I couldn't help but buy some Disney stuff because one, I had the money and two, I have a Cast Member Discount. I can't tell you what I bought becuase I know Ollie reads this and I want it to be a surprise when he comes back. I'll let you guys know what it is later.

On the way home, me and Kris fell asleep. I don't even remember saying bye to them cause I think I just went straight to the car and headed home. I was way too sleepy.

ON ANOTHER NOTE...
Lately, I've not been able to finish my food. Like yesterday, I went to Chili's with my family after our cake tasting and I ordered some chicken strips. It had four chicken and I could only eat one full strip and a half. Then I cant finish a burger. Its just wierd, I think it's because I am so used to sharing my food. And also, I've been trying to watch what I eat and do more excercise and working out everyday.




QUESTION IS!!!!
How's it going so far? Is my excercising working? I hope it is. Does anyone have any work out routines they would like to share so I can try it. Or anyone ever diet? and How do you guys stay on that diet? Because no matter how much I try those little diets, I never seem to do it for so long. I'd like to know what other people are doing out there, so if you have any routines or diet, let me know. Thanks guys. till next time... have a MAGICAL day!

quick update

I apologize to my readers.. .I haven’t updated for a while now. I’ve just been really busy with work. My days ahead are going to be really busy. I have work tomorrow from 8-1p then I head over to Disney from 2-6p. Sleep then head back to Disney at 4a-8a then head to work again from 9a-5p. Busy? But here’s a quick update…


I went to the beach this weekend. It was really fun. The water was a bit cold at Balboa beach but we got used to it. Here’s some pictures… enjoy!




on the way there. Proud to be flip!










I just recently took some night pics.. I’ll post them later so keep checking. ‘til then. Have a gnite.

my busy weekend...

I havent blogged this whole weekend. It's about time! Let me tell you about my weekend...



FRIDAY

I didn't go to work because I was off (yes!) I ended up going back home in Glendale to help my sister prep up for her prom. She asked me to do her hair, she wanted it un-promish. So pretending that I knew what I was doing, I made it punk with a rock twist. It turned out pretty nice. Her dress was made by one of her friend and it was heavy but it was really pretty. It's going to end up on her cotillion girls for her debut. She was the talk of her debut. Her friends were even talking about what she wore and her hair the next day. Nice! Then I headed to pick up my Ollie and he gets out of work at 4.30. I got there at 4.55. I was so late and he kind of got mad, I mean I would too if he was late. So i took him out for dinner. We went to Max's restaurant and ate some chicken and sinigang. We wanted to go watch Shrek the Third but we were too tired and just went home and called it a night.



SATURDAY

We got our eyebrows done! For some reason, this time hurt. The lady who does our eyebrows took forever. After, we ate at Thai Bbq. I didn't really want to eat that much so me and Ollie shared. Then we got ready to go to Valencia for my grandpa's 65th bday. The drive was better than I thought it was going to be. We got there a little late becuase we had to wait for my sister to get out of practice. We were about two hours late. Good thing it was a buffet so there was some food left. I caught up with my second cousins and we were laughin the whole entire night talking about when they first got their period (ha!) to debuts to how fat everyone else got. The party ended at about 10.30 so we drove back to Glendale and stopped by RoseBerry. Its like pink berry but it's Rose! I loved their chairs. I'm not a really big fan of yogurt so I just shared. After dropping off my sister and cousin, we drove home and got home around 12 then slept.



TODAY

Woke up around 10 and had brunch with our good friend Marni. We had brunch at Mimi's Cafe. I've only been there once and it was pretty dead, to our surprise, it was busy. We had to wait about 30 minutes for our table. maybe everyone was just coming out of church. We caught up with her and she has a lot of things going on with her life right now. I'm so happy for her! After brunch we went home and figured out what we wanted to do. We ended up celebrating our anniversary today because I have work the whole day on our real day (which is on Tuesday). We went to Chino Hills and ate at Johnny Carinos. The food was good that I couldn't share. After, we headed to Harkins Theatre and we were late for the Shrek showing so we bought tickets for Knocked Up. Im not a really big fan of "funny" movies so we waited for the other showing for Shrek. Shrek was okay. I think its just a waste of a movie. The story wasn't really good and I thought Justin's voice wasn't believe-able for his character. That's just my opinion. So now we're home and here I'm updating my blog.



Here's some pictures of this weekend...


my sister's hair.



before going out today


my food


Ollie's at Johnny Carinos


no, Ollie really liked his food.


you want some huh?


waiting for shrek




[[SHOE OF THE DAY]]
I actaully own a pair of these, so does my sister.


[[ NIGHT PICTURES]]
the NAUGHTY fun side of Jay.


Just a little peak, I'll upload more later.

Okay, time for sleep... til next time. Gnite

Update

I haven’t blogged for a long while… but there’s a few new things going in my life right now that I thought I would share…


First, spring semester is over! I’m excited about that. I think I did pretty well in my classes, considering I missed practically half of the semester. Other news about school, I’m in the process of applying into another school. I’m considering of doing nursing rather than business. I know huh? Total change! What I like about this new transition is that I’m going to be doing it in San Diego. Start something new. I heard a lot of great things about SD. I did the whole interview, filling out applications and taking an entrance exam. I must say, I did very well in the exam. I placed at the 93rd percentile and my math was awesome. I got 100% in math, but in Reading/English… that’s another story. Ha! I find out in early July if I get accepted. Cross your fingers!


In other news, I have two jobs now. I work for the Hot Topic Corporate Office. Hot Topic? I was shocked too. I am so not a Hot Topic person. I work as an Inventory Control Coordinator. It’s a fun environment, I can practically wear my pj’s (if I wear them) to work and they wouldn’t care. My other job is in Disneyland in the new Ratatouille Parade starting this June. I’m so excited. I’m a baker! Ha, I totally look the part huh?


I’ve been working on my sister’s montage for her debut. It’s turning out quite well, but im a perfectionist so im never satisfied. I’ve been constantly changing it from time to time but I bet it’s going to turn out well.



Memorial Day weekend was awesome. All I did was eat! Hopefully I don’t gain any weight soon. I haven’t gone to the gym recently, but I’m doing my nightly work out at home. I’ve actually lost a couple of inches on my waist. I’m very proud of that.



I’ve been taking pictures before I go to sleep recently, and I sleep naked or sometimes in my boxers.. so you know what kind of pics those would be.

what you think?!?


As for today… me, Ollie and N8 headed down to SD to do more school stuff and look around for some apartments. Me and Ollie found the right one in Carmel Mountain Ranch. We’re very excited in moving in this August. Decorating the apt. would be fun.


I’m going to try to keep up with blogging… hopefully. Till next time…