REUNITED... and it feels so good!

My baby is back!



He came back on tuesday night. I was so excited while waiting for him. I've never had a bigger smile (even at Disneyland) than the smile I had when I saw him. I gave him the biggest hug, trying to hide the fact that I just had a tattoo done the day before.

On the way to the parking lot, he kind of had the idea that I got a tattoo. My tattoo was surprise #1. So I showed it to him. He thought it was really hot and asked me what it stands for. I would have liked to show it to him when we get home and I take off my shirt and notices it. I thought that would have been sexier.


now we're both tattooed.


So talking about surprises, I let you guys know before that I had two surprises for him....

1. Tattoo
2. ???

Well now you get to find out what surprise #2 was. I painted our room. It used to be a darker brown and now it's white and blue. I also redecorated our room to make it look more sophisticated and modern. Here are some pictures...

I got creative with the circles and rectangles. I had extra paint and I thought it would add a little creativity to our room.


Yes! We have a lot of shoes. I'm a shoe freak! Imelda Marcos anyone?




I decorated with hints of purple, orange and yellow. Something bright to contrast with the blue and white walls. I love our poster and bed sheets.


Candles scented with sunflowers (it's his favorite flower) and a little picture frame of our family (me, ollie and our dog chip) on our bedside table.


We barely use our computer table because we also have a lap top and we like using that better.


Our closet...


I also own a lot of hats...


Oh.. and we also own a lot of shirts!!!


He was really surprised with our room. There's times I catch him just staring at it. I must say, I did a pretty weel job on painting by myself. I did it in one day.

My First Tattoo

YES! I finally got my tattoo. After a week of pondering and a week of mishaps... i finally got it.



I woke up yesterday telling myself, it's now or never. I have already told a couple of my friends that I was going to get it, so I cant back out. They actually wanted to watch. So at about 12:30 in the afternoon. I headed to the tattoo parlor. Actually we ate lunch first, becuase I thought if I didnt eat, I would pass out.

We got to the parlor and they told me that I needed to wait. So for about an hour, I waited, scared and nervous. People have been telling me mixed messages about how it hurts and how it doesn't. I can take pain easily and I heal really fast, so I thought it wont be too bad. But nervousness wouldn't leave my mind. I know it's normal to be scared but this is far from anything I would do.

As I sat there, getting my left arm cleaned, there was a little voice in my head asking "Are you sure, are you sure?" I was still sitting there, so I thought I was actually going to go ahead with it. So I did.

The first time my skin and the needle had contact, it startled me. It was the fact that, 1. it wasn't as bad as I thought & 2. It actually tickled. See I have four characters getting inked on my left arm, the first three characters felt like someone was just scratching me with a pen and it kind of tickled. The last character hurt! It was bearable, but I could feel the last one. I felt the needle going through. My friends were asking me if I was okay becuase I was sweating like a pig roasting in fire.



The tattoo artist finished my tattoo in less than half an hour. Thank GOD!!!! It was an experience I would never forget and thanks to my friends, they helped me get through it. I like how it turned out and so does a lot of people.

It kanji idiom for "AIM HIGH AND FORWARD" It's a saying I live by so I thought I would get it done. I am also part Japanese, somewhere up in my family tree. So it was perfect.



Let me know what you think, and if you have a tattoo, let me know about your experience. If you're thinking of getting ink, it's not as bad as you think it would be. Trust me!

beautiful... hot day!!!

i woke up earlier than i usually do, so i ended up going to church. I havent gone to church in so long, I feel really bad.

I didn't know what to wear to church today, so i came up with this...




i actually like this shirt!

Church wasn't bad at all, I actually enjoyed it. On my way home, I looked outside my car, and it was way too hot, yet the day looked so beautiful. I wanted to take more picture of the scenery but unfortunately, I was driving.


in front of carl's jrs. on my way home. no i didnt eat carl's jrs.



this was on my way home. its actually just outside my neighborhood.

now im home and it's way too hot outside. Ill probably go out tonight.

> > > > > > BONUS PICTURE


after i showered. i'll post the rest in a later post. stay tuned if you want to see what happens next. (haha! that sounds wierd)

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Morning Glory!

I had a sexual dream this morning about my boyfriend. Maybe it's the fact that he hasnt been here for so long and I miss his touch. I thought I would share it with you guys...

Work was very tiring and I'm on my way home. The only thought in my head is how much I miss my bed. I get home and made my way up to my room. I opened the door and it was locked. I unlocked the door and the room was dim, smooth music playing silently enough so you can just hear it. A sea of candle lights illuminated the room. I take a step in, and Ollie was on the bed. He tells me to come in and sit next to him. He undresses my shirt and gave me a soft massage. My neck feels suddenly warm yet a little wet. He was kissing the most sensitive part of my neck, just behind the ears. He touches my skin with his warm hands and made his way to my chest. He teases my nipples just a little bit. He wanted me to stand up just at the foot of the bed, he stands in front of me and unbuttons my pants and left my purple boxers on. He then kisses my chest, my nipples and made his way up and down my torso.

He gently lays me down the bed. He then ties my arms and legs to each corner of the bed. He kisses me on the lips and asks, "Do you trust me?" and I said "Yes."

He took one of the candles that sat next to our bed. He takes out a scarf and blindfolds my eyes. The next thing I feel on my chest is the hot wax from the candle. It hurts, but it feels really good. He drops a little bit more of the wax while he bites my nipples. It felt so good that my dick was thrusting in my boxers. A little drop here,a little drop there.

i felt a little air in my boxers as he takes it off. By this time, my dick is as hard as its going to get. He teases it, licking the shaft to the head. His tounge made it's way to my balls. He then licks just under it and I let out a little moan. Asking him for more. He was playing with my balls while he grabs my dick with his hand. He strokes my dick, just a little bit. I then feel a wet, warm mouth around the head of my dick. His mouth was warm, making it's way up and down my dick. I tell him "Don't stop!"

He strokes my dick while his mouth wraps around the head. He strokes it really slow. I tell him that Im close and he said "I want it all in my mouth."

Right about when my body feels out of control, and my dick was ready to let all of my juice out, I woke up!

I woke up with the biggest hard on I have ever had. So what did I do? grabbed the lube, took my boxers off and lubed up my dick. It was the best jack off I have ever did.


It was really good morning. I cant wait till our first night together when he comes back.

weekday update

sorry i havent been blogging lately. ive just been busy with ollie's surprises. so here's an update of what had happened this past week.

MONDAY
I did project #1. I finished my "surprise" project for Ollie this day. It took me the whole entire day, well maybe it's the fact that I took lots of breaks throughout the day. I must say, it turned out really well. Im sorry I cant say what the "surprise" is because I know Ollie might get the chance to read my blog. But I promise I would let you guys know what it is when he gets back. I already took pictures, I cant wait to share it with you.

TUESDAY
I headed over to Glendale and picked up my sister. It was her and I who get to do the cake tasting for her debut. We had three flavors to choose from. Marble, Raspberry and Strawberry. I am a big chocolate fan, so I thought I would really like the Marble. It turned out, it was my least favorite. It was too rich and too sweet, that I think that the guests would not enjoy the whole slice. I don't really like fruity cakes, but the raspberry was pretty good. It just tasted like jelly that you put in a sandwich. My favorite one, and my sister's, is the Strawberry. yes strawberry. For those of you who know me, you know I hate strawberry. It was really good. It has little slices of strawberry filling and the cake wasn't too sweet. It was moist and just right. It was delicious. I think the guests would love it.

After the cake tasting, we headed over to Pasadena for a little shopping trip. We went to Urban Outfitters and chacked out the selections they had. I was previously in Urban Outfitters last Friday so I ended up not buying anything. We headed over to Forever 21 and bought a couple of sunglasses. My sister is a sunglass fanatic so I bought her some. I bought me a star shirt, it's gray and kind of see through. It was nice. After Pasadena, we headed over to Eagle Rock to get some Jollibee. I totally forgot that they also had Chow King, so we ended up getting that instead. I ate a breakfast plate with egg, longanisa and some type of fish. It was good. Then we went home and did some more debut stuff.

I went home early, I didnt get a chance to see my mom. I picked up Kristin and we had some shaved ice at Boba Time. We caught up and just talked about life and our situations at home and with our friends. She misses Ollie too.

WEDNESDAY
Since I went to Disneyland with my friends last Saturday, Kristin and I had been Disney freaks since then. I ended up coming over to her house and watched Aladdin together and had pizza for lunch. We waited about an hour for the pizza but it was worth it. I love Aladdin. It reminds me of my Prince Ollie. I loved the
"A Whole New World" scene. The song is so beautiful. I cant believe one of our filipinas, lea Salonga, sang that song. She has such a wonderful voice. Afterwards, we were going to catch the new Harry Potter movie with Minji and Joe but we ended up not going for reasons I cant say. I just called it a night and went home and just watched, So You think You Can Dance? I love that show. One of the guys are hot.

THURSDAY
I ended up calling out of work, because I woke up not feeling very well. I just stayed home and did some laundry. Kristin asked me if I wanted to watch Harry Potter at night, and of course I said yes. I didnt really do anything exciting in the afternoon. I also bought a phone card to call Ollie and we ended up talking for at least 15 minutes. I missed the beginning of Harry Potter, but talking to him for that long was worth it.

The movie was decent. I liked how they're so grown up now. I liked the action, magic scenes. The story was easy to understand. It was a good movie.

So that was my whole week. I cant believe how fast is passed. Im really proud of me, because I made it through 3 weeks without Ollie and I did fine. I told him that last night and he said it's wierd how I am so happy. I like the freedom I had this past couple of weeks but I do miss him and I cant wait till next Tuesday when he comes back. I miss him!

good news...

I GOT ACCEPTED TO THE NURSING PROGRAM IN SAN DIEGO!

I found out just this weekend that I got accepted in the program. I cant wait to start a new life in San Diego. I know I'm going to like it there.

I'll update again soon, when I get home. bye guys!

one short day...

Yesterday, my friends,Kristin, Minji and Joe, decided to visit Disneyalnd and watch me perform in the parade. It was great having people call out my name and cheer for me. They said they liked the parade and that it suits the way I dance.

So in my parade, usually there's three chefs and two mice. Its for the movie Ratatouille. Yesterday, one of the dancers didn't show up so me and my friend had to tweak the routine a little to suit two dancers. We had to work extra hard and exaggerate out moves. For some reason, it seemed a bit easier with two dancers, than three. Also, I found my I.D. I went to work extra early, and I called my scheduling and they said they found it.

After my parade, I ended up sneaking my way in the park and hanging out with them. The first ride we went on was Space Mountain. I was kind of nervous to ride Space .Mountain because I am scared of the dark and I am a bit of a control freak, and in the ride, you don't know where you're going because it's dark. I sat next to Kristin and it turned out really fun. We kept making bird noises while we were riding on it. There's a picture of the ride, it's wierd because Kristin and I did no plan to pose the same way. Wierd coincidence huh?

After Space Mountain, we went on Buzz Lightyear. That was totally fun. I suck at aiming so I didn't score as high as Kristin. She's all being modest, saying she doens't know how to aim either and look at her score. It's so much more than mines.

After Buzz, we watched the fireworks. I love the song they had because it's a wishes theme, and my sister's debut has the wishes theme too, so I'm going to try to find that song so I can play it in her debut. Watching the fireworks was kind of boring for me, I've seen it so many times, but I think watching it with a loved one makes it more special. So at that point, when the fireworks were going, I missed my Ollie because usually, I would watch it with him.

We went on a couple of more rides, like Pirates of the Carribbean, Snow White, Haunted Mansion, then Joe's stomach stomach started hurting so we ended up going to Downtown Disney. I couldn't help but buy some Disney stuff because one, I had the money and two, I have a Cast Member Discount. I can't tell you what I bought becuase I know Ollie reads this and I want it to be a surprise when he comes back. I'll let you guys know what it is later.

On the way home, me and Kris fell asleep. I don't even remember saying bye to them cause I think I just went straight to the car and headed home. I was way too sleepy.

ON ANOTHER NOTE...
Lately, I've not been able to finish my food. Like yesterday, I went to Chili's with my family after our cake tasting and I ordered some chicken strips. It had four chicken and I could only eat one full strip and a half. Then I cant finish a burger. Its just wierd, I think it's because I am so used to sharing my food. And also, I've been trying to watch what I eat and do more excercise and working out everyday.




QUESTION IS!!!!
How's it going so far? Is my excercising working? I hope it is. Does anyone have any work out routines they would like to share so I can try it. Or anyone ever diet? and How do you guys stay on that diet? Because no matter how much I try those little diets, I never seem to do it for so long. I'd like to know what other people are doing out there, so if you have any routines or diet, let me know. Thanks guys. till next time... have a MAGICAL day!

G Spot Nominated

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My blog just got nominated for the G Spot blog of the month for July. I am truly honored to be considered for this. All I do is blog about my days as a kind of venting out and was not expecting anything like this. I am excited to be nominated. It's cool because my Ollie was nominated last month. So hopefully my readers can share this experience with me. So if you like what you read, please vote and it will be greatly appreciated. Thanks guys!



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Officially Missing You

So my Ollie went to the Phillipines last Wednesday.

First off, I MISS HIM TERRIBLY! I miss him being there waiting for me when I get home from work. I miss him holding on to my pinky when we sleep. I miss wrapping my legs around him when we sleep. I miss his random stares at me and just smiles. I miss holding him with my arms when we cuddle. I miss him pushing me to go brush my teeth before we sleep. I miss sharing my lunches and dinners with im. I miss singing along High School Musical, Aerosmith, Christina Aguilera, while driving in the car. I miss randomly dancing with him naked in front of the mirror. I miss holding his hand. I miss waking up next to him. I miss him period!

Ive been trying to occupy my time this past couple of days. Going out and catching up with friends, having my sister stay over this big house and getting to know her again... so I can't say it's been hard. I think I can do it. We've been apart before, when I went to the Philippines two years ago. I just can't wait until he comes back in two more weeks.

I decided that I wanted to do a project in our room. I can't say it becuase I want it to be a surprise and he might at least once logg online while in the Philippines. I just wanted to do a project that would take me a while to do, so I have something to do to get my mind off missing him.

Also laterly, I've lost the privilage to go online so I might not blog a lot this next couple of weeks. I never knew that the internet has such a big part of my daily routines. I've been watching dvd's lately to pass time too.

This time apart from my Ollie also has taught me a couple of things about myself. I recently had an arguement with someone over the phone and usually I would turn to Ollie to either listen to me vent or give me advice. But after the phone call, he wasn't there so I had to suck it up and do it for myself. I've also realized that I need to be more understanding when it comes to our relationship. I've let myself get annoyed easily rather than just accept it or understand. I've been so big about taking time for granted, but at the same time, I feel like a hypocrite because I take things for granted about him. So I do believe, this time we have apart from each other is a good thing. We learn a lot about ourselves and from each other that I know when he comes back, will make our relationship stronger.

I just do pray for his safety and for him to come back alright. Im just big on that becuase Im not there to protect him, but I know he can do it. He's stronger than people would think.

All in all, I miss him a lot and I love him. I cherish the moments that he calls me for two minutes max. And I've noticed that after our phone conversations, I get really really happy and everything seems to be alright. I always look forward to when he calls me. I love him.


>>>>DAY BEFORE HE LEFT<<<<

We deicded to go to Disneyland the day before he left. I guess it's a tradition now, for everytime someone leaves to go to the Philippines. We went there in the afternoon because it was way too hot here and we were way too tired. We ended up just riding two rides because it was packed in Disneyland that day. We also watched my parade without me being in it. It seems so fun watching it. I love my parade.

We enjoyed our time together there, even if we've been there so many times this year. WE had fun taking pictures of each other and having photo shoots all over the park. I cherished every moment we had together that day knowing that he will be leaving the next day. It was the most fun I've had in Disneyland.

After, we drove to Irvine to have dinner with canate. We had reservations at P.F. Changs. It was delicious. I would have taken pictures of our food but I forgot the camera and it was way too dark to take pictures with my phone.

After having our little dinner, we had dessert with our friend Minji and her boyfriend at Boba Time. We were way too tired and we still need to finish packing his clothes, so we ended the night a little early. We got home, finished packing and knocked out in each others' arms. I wouldn't let him go the whole night.

And that was the last day before he went to the Philippines. I am planning something nice and romantic when he comes back. Just to show him how much I missed him. Can't wait.

Here are some pictures from Disneyland...